Rainforest jasper.

Today ladies and gentlemen I had a thought, as I often do. This thought was blossomed from another thought and that thought blossomed from another, as one often does. That is how i think. this particular thought bloomed from the flower that is this blog. What Is the purpose of this blog? How can it be better than than those amazing spicks who get the fuck out of their cars while it's still running.

I mean jesus how do you top that?

The answer true believers is the truth. To speak only the truth about our fucked fucked fucked world from the intimate personal truth to the grandious global truth.

Now the truth will always set you free yet it can also SLAP YOU LIKE A BITCH! Which is why people lie on a day to day basis, and don't kid yourself people, you lie.

And I know liars. I know liars because I'm a liar in every sense of the word. I am the absolute KING of bullshit. I have lied blatantly to ALL friends, family, loved ones. From the lil harmless white ones to the I'm sleeping with with my best friends girlfriend ones. I once told a girl that I caught the previous girlfriend in the act of sleeping with another man with the intention of gaining sympathy points. I once stole from my own mother to buy Weed and then told her in her eyes with the confidence of jesus himself, "nay mother I have not seen your R100 note that was in your purse, perhaps it was the nigros." I have bullshat my way through many conversations.

But in the words of good ol memphis slim; Before you accuse me, take a look at yourself.
You lie every day, every time a fellow human being says howdy do you say "I'm fine, I'm great, I'm awesuuuum."

that is the biggest lie of them is it not? Because the world isn't fine is it? It's fucked up and if it is fucked up and you live on it, I hate to break it to you, but when you said "I AM FUCKING SUPER DUPER ELLENUPER". That may have been a little bit of a lie.

"Kai, you king of fools and lord of gays! We lie for the sake of tact, who wants to know our boggles when they are so involved in their own. I risk not the expression of my trauma should i risk it falling apon the deaf ears of the insincere."

There is little sincerity in this world, thats why true sincerity is so so beautiful as it it is rare.

Which leads me back to the purpose of this post, this blog and perhaps this life. To only speak and express the truth, and as that is an impossibility in real life to at least do it on thecockfighters cause If the truth does one thing well, it makes for interesting reading.